It's Fledgling

so here comes the CAPT Fledgling Week !!
what's that?
basically it is like another bonding sessions for the CAPTain
mainly for those who didn't attend o camp last month
anyway, to me it is just to have fun and know new friends or neighbour!
so what we do?

design our door tag!!

since Garuda is yellow house

we have "yellow" card

Inai session

just to let us bond together!

my cute pikachu drawn by Tong Jun 

R.E.G.I.N.E.

by Wan Ping, the Dino

After that, we still got ice breaking session

play games and know each other better

till 12 am 

it is tiring for me as i woke up early 7am for lecture

yet, enjoy the accompaniment with the rest

It is on my treat!

Dad came to visit me!
actually to pass me my old samsung s3 phone!
anyway, Thanks God that i have an awesome Daddy
I love him so so much!

i have when camp for the past few days
so obviously i didn't have my dinner in my residential college!
in other words, i have extra credit for my dinner

when my dad said want to have dinner with me
dinner in the dining hall came through my mind!
so why not?
should let him take a look what will i eat every day as he is the one who foot the bill!

as my dad is kinda China Man

he have chinese food

brown rice with 2 meat & 2 veggie

plus lotus soup & green bean soup!

this is freaking great!

haha, first time treat my dad in singapore

in fact he is still the one paying it! haha

HOme? what's that?

to me, staying at this place called "home" is not happy at all
when i was in Australia, i hope that i can be at HOME
be surrounded by people that love me
i look forward to go HOME

now i am at HOME
but happiness doesn't come to me instead desaster!
i am literally not happy at  all
why? too many reasons

1. not peaceful at all
HOME should be my sheild, a place that i am 100% comfortable with
yet, this place is only filled with quarrels, arguements....
no trace of peace can be found
i try to avoid by not giving any comments or keep my mouth shut
but, it doesn't help, making the situation worst

2. need to plea everybody
i thought HOME suppose to me a place where i can be my true self
i don't need to wear a MASK and hide my feeling
my so called FAMILY will accept who I am
i am WRONG, totally WRONG
i not only need to hide my feelings and wear a super FAKE MASK but need to be very careful of every single word i used
i need to say things that my FAMILY wants to hear and not my opinion although they ask for my "opinion"

3. no space for me
i thought my things will remain as i leave
when i saw my wardrode is messy and full of my sis's clothes
when i notice that my table is filled with empty plastic bags
my bed is untidy and things that belogs to my beother are all over it
i know i am WRONG again

4.warm? i feel cold
yes, the weather is super hot compare to melbourne
however, my heart is COLD, super cold
everything that i do seems to be wrong
the way i talk, the way i stand.... even the way i dry my clothes
i am not accepted by my family
can u imagine the my mum asked me
"WHY YOU JUST CAME BACK THEN U QUARREL WITH UR SIS?"
everybody don't like you
feel ike crying but i don't even dare to cry

5. mum
i know i shouldn't but still i cannot stop myself
the centre peoblem of the whole thing is deal with my mum
whenever i said something that doesn't make her happy she will reply
"u thought u are very smart, you are just a student, using my money to study & enjoy. if you are not happy just go back. i didn't want u to come back also!"

perhaps, only God can tolerate me
in this house, there will always have a space for me
He will accept who I am and provide whatever that i need
though Him i found peace and warm
yet, He is the only who asked me  to come back, why is He treating me like this?

Chocolate heaven!

So, we went to Yarra valley

How can we not going to the Yarra Valley Chocolaterie & Ice Creamery 

Free chocolate tasting! FOC! Take as much as u can!

Full of chocolate store!

Hurray

There is a cafe beside the store

All PINK! 

This is our lunch + high tea

Chocolate! Chocolate! And chocolate!

Am I in heaven?

 Chocolate fondue for two!

Got a lot of things to dip!

Marshmallow, strawberries no banana are still the best

Chocolate dip with honey comb is too sweet

Dip with nought is too hard

We choose milk chocolate but I think dark chocolate will be better!

Apple crumble with vanilla

Not really special

Oh ya, every dessert ordered comes with a small cup of chocolate!

Unfortunately we are not allowed to choose which type of chocolate we want!

Waffle!

A normal one!

But i think the waffle is not too sweet, just nice!

Chicken pie!

Since my grandparents prefer savory stuff 

Not nice at all!

Too creamy inside!

White chocolate!

Sweet treat for myself!

Way too sweet!

Perhaps next time come here (if I have the chance) will go for dark chocolate instead

Valley chocolate tea

No chocolate smell at all

Hopetoun is way better!

Anyway, nice place to try out!

The view is magnificent !

Bought something!

Guess what it is!

I showed my dad he say is chocolate, eating chocolate!

LIP GLOSS!

chocolate after shopping @ Theovroma Chocolate Lounge!

Shopping is also quite tiring

after 4 hours of shopping non-stop, time to have a break

sit down and chit chat!

we are at southern cross!

LiHui mentioned that one of Isaac's friend claimed that we can find the best chocolate bar in here

no doubt, here we are!

these are what we have

not hungry at all

but let's have chocolate fest!

I thank got for giving me this friend

a person who is with me throughout these 4 months!

without her, my melbourne adventure won't be so great

chocolate brownie!

not really delicious

a bit too dry

maybe i am too fussy for cakes and slices

$3.50

white chocolate mug with warmer!

seldom see hot white chocolate!

it is really special

the warmer keeps the chocolate warm

it is great to have hot drinks iin this cold weather!

i really love this

if you are coming here, remember this is a MUST!!

LiHui have a chocolate milkshake

very rich

not suit both of us!

even liHui who doesn't like sweet things loves this

u can imagine how delicious it is!

 this is really a good place to chat
especially long chat
the staff are friendly and the place is quite spacious

we talked a lot
for around 2 hours
talk about future, studies, life
Lihui and I have similar background
i believe that's one of the reasons we can get along so well

talking about future
i guess my future will most probably in Singapore
since i am studying there
weather to talk up master is still a long way to go
need to complete my bachelor first

next week will be a pack week for me
monday chemistry, tuesday ESD and friday physic
chemistry i have confident to pass
but, is pass enough? i know it is not
i aimed high, seriously although i am leaving and cannot transfer any credit, i still want to try my very best
i love chemistry very much

spend the whole day shopping!
bought myself a boots and a pair of sneakers
the size is a bit too big but is the smallest size already

it is just outside spencer outlet central! =P

GIRAFFE!!!!

searched online for cakes & dessert!

ended up here!! GIRAFFE CAFE!

i officially started my calculus 2 this morning!!
realised that i cannot do so many questions!
omg!! i am dead this exam!
still got a week to mend!! the only thing i can do now is understand the concept and work hard!
GOD help give me strength!!

after doing maths for hours, time to take a break!!
called GuoSoon see if he still in the city!
and, YES, he is!
so let's have tea!
LiHui joined us too!

this place is really far from melbourne central!
nearer to elizabeth street
it is a shop that usually people won't notice it!
from outside, the shop is small and dark
looks a bit doggy! (sorry to say!)
BUT, inside it is a fantacy!!
like so HOME!!

Did i mentioned that today is GuoSoon's Birthday??

Old liao, 20 already!! haha

opps, his eyes is closed!!

so this is the GREENTEA & CHOCOLATE cheesecake!

it looks nice

to me, nothing very special! NORMAL!

cannot really feel the chocolate!

it cost me $8

Baked Pumpkin Rice

it is filling!

i shared with LiHui

this will be my tea cum dinner!

quite special

the only thing is not enough cheese!

hot chocolate with mashmallow

hmm... i need to say the chocolate is not hot at all!!

anyway, the environment is really awesome
a good place to study, hang out, chit chat
more like a cafe than restaurant
although they do serve mains like pasta, rice, soup....
more on dessert and beverage!


hard to find ~ 302 Little Lonsdale St 

KOKOKOKOKOKOKOKO BLACK

dessert after super full dinner!
to me this place is heaven!
CHOCOLATE!!
KOKO BLACK

my awesome best friends know that i love chocolate, so they brought me here!!
they are people that support me all the while
we did silly things together and have fun with each other's accompany
i thank God for having them as mates
without them, my life will be gloom
especially Isaac & Lihui, they are my pillars in Melbourne

Dessert Degustation

the most expensive item in the menu (around $24)

nothing is above the price

but it really worth the price

it is a combination :

Belgium Chocolate Mousse

Raspberry Chocolate Dome

Chocolate Alchemy Cake

Halzenut Delice

chocolate ice cream

so delicious!
it's really a big birthday present for me!
we actually only order one item then share among us (too full already!)
this place have  a good ambiance to hang out with friends

our group photo! Sean got so many patterns!

see Sean's Face!! haha

Li Hui!! 

New York Cheesecake from Brunetti

i have my cake cut here too!
thanks friends, i love you all so much!!
must celebrate my birthday every year until we are old!! =)

this black is easy to find :1 67 Lygon Street, Carlton VIC 3053

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!

Continued from the LAST HOMES VISIT!

 Thank you everyone for accompanying me for these past few months!

Thank you for bringing joy to me!

Thanks for the delicious food!

 

First of all I think the first person I need to thank is ISABELLE, she is the one who brought me into this wonderful HOMES

Mun Choong

He is always friendly and cheerful

Sort of happy-go-lucky person

Currently working + studying @ imperial college (estate Management)

Competing height! (i lose!)

AlWin!

The person who deal with the slides on TV!

Without him, I don’t think I can sing the songs (I cannot remember the lyrics!!)

Doing ACCA @ sunway

Victor

Also from JB

A level, Taylor’s College

Want to be a doctor!

joshua And his friend, Joseph (this is his first visit) 

joahua, The announcer of HOMES

Both from taylor’s A level!

Nicole, same age

From muar (isabelle’s friend)

Taylor’s A level

Yee See

The owner of the house!

She is one of the people that used to fetch us!

outside the house!

Actually, still got a bunch of people!

But, since this month, we are separated into 2 groups (SJ 18a & SJ18b)

One Chinese, another English!

I also don’t know why they separate, so sad!